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Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
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I have decided to put my dying wishes in writing. So I present to everyone my Will and Epitaph
Will:
Dear friends and family,
I have written this in the case that I should fall victim to an early demise. I want to first start off by saying that I loved each and every one of you with all my heart, and I still do to this day. I wish that none of you grieve for too long. Please remember the good times we had; the tears, the laughs, the good and the bad. Cherish it all and smile and talk amongst yourselves here today, where you say your last goodbye to me. I had a great family that I would never trade. I love you Mom and Dad, Bob and Mary, and Josh, as well as all my extended family of course. To my friends, you were all the best. Kyle, Andrew, Bowie, Nate, Bec, Ricky and so many more, never forget me as your fun, easy goin friend.
I have asked for very little in my life, but I make one last request to all of you, and that is this. I ask that my body be taken care of as such: It is my dying wish that all my close friends (those listed above) take my body to a large open field and burn it there. I demand that none of you leave, but instead breath in my ashes as they float into the air and I begin the process necessary to enter your bodies and stay with you, inside you, taking over your souls and your very existence so that I may live eternally through each of you! And friends, be not afraid of this process, for though I will control your thoughts and actions to every imaginable extent, your memory will live on through ME! At least the memory of whom you were before I began harvesting your souls for my own selfish purposes.
That being said I will now award my most prized possessions not to those I care most about, but to whom I think I will best be able to use them through your bodies. Kyle is good with electronics, and thus he gets all of my computer, video game, video and music associated items (with the exception of my iPod, which I leave to Bowie as I enjoy listening to it as I run, and Bowie is athletic). Andrew is roughly my size, he can have my wardrobe. Nate loves to drink like I do, so he gets all my alcohol related things, including any beer I may have laying around, as well as all of my money so that I may continue to fund my alcoholism through him. While I award Ricky nothing, I look forward to taking over your body as you have a large penis size and a hot girlfriend. I hope all of you do not fail me in any way once these items are passed out. I have no idea how long it may take for me to obtain full control over your bodies and minds, so please keep my stuff in good condition till you are no longer needed.
In closing, I truly do love all of you my friends, and I look forward to the day that I can have power over every thought and move you make, so that all of you can become better people once youve been completely transformed into me.
Epitaph:
Here lies the body of Kevin Rey,
His soul, however lives forever in his friends,
Who have become vessels
Through which Kevin has taken control of
And will live as such from friend to friend
For all Eternity.
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Monday, November 28th, 2005
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So aside from visiting my family, whom I love and had a lot of fun with, these scenes of devistation from the hurricanes that hit the area totally shocked my vacation. It was a terrible scene, more emotional than anything I have ever seen. The amount of damage went on for hours along the coasts, not only were buildings, bridges, houses devistated, but the environment around them were totally destroyed as well. The woods and swamps as far as the eye could see were scattered with the entire collection of items in most of the surrounding homes. It looked like an some high school kids lookin to have some fun TPed someone's house to a really wonderous extent. You know, when you drive down the street and one house with four trees in their front yard is totally drapped in TP and you can hardly see the lawn or house at all. Well thats how this was, except it was the entire forest, and instead of TP it was clothing, electronics, sheets, housing material, vehicles (and boats)...etc. It was probably the most emotional thing I'd ever witnessed first hand...and this is how long after the hurricanes? Supposedly theres been a good amount of clean up. Tell me how much you think they've cleaned up based on these:
( ...more Destruction )
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Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
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heh so I'm 21 today...today being wednesday. and of course at midnight i was at the liquor store and i even had it timed so that at exactly 12 i was at the cashier cause im a dork like that. and the damn lady looks at my card for a minute....then asks me for another form of ID...then sells me alcohol and i'm gone. doesnt look at me. doesnt say grats. no happy birthday. no holy hell its the second you turn 21 just now! nothing, just ...nothin. what a bummer. lol. btw the birthday store = the liquor store, at least in my opinion haha. but this weekend is going to be fun. got couple of friends comin to visit me. going to the bars kinda early then headed to a friend's kegger. if you wanna come visit let me know cause i'd love to see everyone. ill be home next weekend though. for a bit anyway. ok, time to go finish this beer and get to bed lol
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Sunday, November 6th, 2005
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ARE YOU READY TO ROCK?
Widdly Wahhhhh
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Sunday, October 9th, 2005
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I had the most emotional...vivid dream I've ever had last night and I remember waking up at like 7am thinking oh my god, i have to write this down...but i knew i wouldnt forget it like most dreams are forgotten rather quickly, so i'd write it down when i woke up later.
Dream...
The beginning of the dream was seriously the only blurry part of my dream. Kyle and I were on a road trip, somewhere in California. I know we were driving across country. There were some memories I had of the trip and it being fun, but we were on our way home now. We were stopping at random attractions across the country on our way back when we came to a place we found on the internet as this really haunted hause that supposedly was abandoned. Across the street from the house kinda down a windy road was this big entertainment building of some sort, had video games and pool and music, a kind of place for kids to hang out. We parked there checked it out and then headed down the road to this house. When we came to the street we could see the house, it was painted white but was actually more of a grey color and the paint was peeling really badly. the grass was overgrown and there was a lake or swamp in the back of his house, off to the right side just behind the driveway. on the left side of the house was the gravel road that was his street. Kyle and I crossed the street and got to this house. the front door was locked so we started goin around the side of the house the road was on but I saw a truck coming up the road pulling a small boat, so Kyle ran quickly around to the back of the house and i turned and ran back to the front and went around to the other side, near the lake. there was a side door, it went straight to the basement because it was set into the ground and i could have actually hid in the doorway kinda underground. anyway i got in and i heard a backdoor shut so i knew kyle also got in, from the back. I wanted to make sure the truck was gone so I went to the front of the basement to watch for the truck but shit...the truck was backing into the driveway. i decided that obviously someone bought the house, so we'd better leave asap before we get in even more trouble so i turned and went out the side door again. the guy was already outside his truck unhitching the trailer when he looked down and saw me in the doorway. i got the weirdest feeling ever because he didnt look at me with confusion or anger, but rather pitty or something. I said somethign to him about "sorry, we just read about this place and wanted to check it out, didnt know you lived here. sorry to intrude, we didnt break in or take anything." kyle musta ran out from the back or was still inside cause he wasnt here. he just said "i know, its ok." I hesitated, then told the man "Ok, I'm going to find my friend and we're gonna take off." and the guy looked at me in a really sad way. not sad for himself but sad for me, and said " you dont have to be afraid, you can stay as long as you need to." and i was putting together things in my head and realized something.. "Oh k.... you think im a ghost dont you. because this house is haunted right?" and he kinda just starred at me, then he gave the slightest nod and said again "Its OK, I understand." and looked horridly sad and walked around the house and up the stairs into his house. I ran around back and Kyle was waiting near the road by a tree. I got him and told him about the guy but it didnt mean anything to us except the guy thought I was just another ghost in his house.
so we walked back to the entertainment building and there were a lot more people here now. it was getting dark outside. we walked back to where we parked kyles car but it wasnt there. there were a lot of other cars but kyles was gone. Kyle started freaking out and was lookin for his cell phone to call the police, but he couldnt find his phone. I couldnt find mine either. Kyle is yelling about his car getting stolen and how he knew he shouldnt have parked it here and was heading in the building to use their phone...but i was startign to freak out in a different way. the stuff I had on me when i went to the house was no long on me for some reason....the car is gone even though it was here not 30 minutes ago. plus a shit load of kids are here now when it was nearly empty and it got dark real fast. that guys horrifying look of sorrow was in my mind and i felt a horrible weight of dread. I knew it now but not entirely for sure..but i was dead. dont know how long ago but i do know we DID come to this place and now we're still here, but died some time ago now. on a different day at least. forgetting about kyle because i was more scared than i had ever been I ran back to the guys house and i went right inside. He didnt react at all really. i dont even know if he saw me. i dont even know if i opened the door or just kinda appeared inside, or walked through it. but then i was definitely there, and i sad in a rather scared voice "I'm dead. you know it. how did i die.." he looked up really sad again and just pointed down to a newspaper. it said something about two boys from indiana dying on a trip. it was a few weeks old now. it showed a picture of a car ..kyles.. being dragged out of a lake. the lake behind the house. i wasnt reading but just staring at the picture. "You two came here, I was gone at the time. All I know is that you must not have been paying much attention, and you hit the big mound of dirt at the end of the driveway seperating it from the lake...and it stopped you..." but then i could see it in my mind and i didnt hear him any more. I was driving Kyle's car. I pulled into the driveway really fast, i think we saw someone coming and i was tryign to turn around quick, but the driveway wasnt very long and i hit the mound of dirt hard. we saw the lake and thought we were going into it but the dirt stopped us and we both breathed a quick sigh of relief. but then the dirt gave way, very fast. all of it sunk down into the lake and we were ontop of it almost, and it pulled us in with it. I remember vaguely that the car was upside down at the bottom of the lake and my door was against something that wouldnt let me open it. kyle was stuck and couldnt get out of his seatbelt. thats all i remembered. i just stood there for awhile.
the dream changes here. I am no longer in this guys house, but im somewhere not far away either. I am no longer scared that I'm dead but I know what I can do with it. Kyle is there too. We are in the parking lot of a hotel and we're just lookin up at it. theres a super kmart or somethign across teh street. what we had figured out is that we can become visible to people at will, and we can interact with tangable objects as well. but some inert feeling we had told us we were not to use these things to scare people or hurt people, or even come out and tell everyone we exist as ghosts. its not why we had these things. I was staring at the hotel and kyle was staring at me. I didnt know why i was there yet (in the dream the ghost me knew why i was there, but it was like a movie that i the dreamer was watching, and i didnt know why the ghost was there). I walked toward the hotel. I didnt have to walk throughout it...i just thought it and i was outside the room i was looking for. i heard someone inside. then i was inside...standing behind my mom. she was standing at the dresser thign that the TV sits on and she had her hands on it, bent over looking down and crying. she was here for whatever reason she had to come to the town her son died in. ug this part makes me sad to even remember. I stood behind her jsut watching her, so very sad the both of us. she was sad for me, and i was painfully sad for her. "Mom." i said it quietly...she heard me i knew but she assumed she was just hearing somethign she wanted to hear. it was not real. "Mother. Its Kevin." "NO. its in my head." i walked to her and put my hand on her shoulder and said "Mom, its me. please look." and she turned around and looked at me, crying. "I'm so sorry mom. I'm so sorry I didnt get to say goodbye." She realized what was happening, and she hugged me tight. i was cryign hard then because even ghosts can cry. i remember really crying hard and feeling the most sad feeling i have ever felt awake or not and just kept saying through my tears "I'm sorry Mom, I'm so sorry." because i had taken away something she loved more than anything and while i could say this to her now, i could never replace it. I think we just cried for a long time. I remember explaining to her that she can see me here, but I cannot leave this place. and i dont know how long ill be here. i think it was the first time i realized i was still here for some reason. i assumed it was to alieve my parent's grief. i told her that i needed to see dad. i could nto go to him. she had to make him come here, and i am not saying goodbye over a phone. get him here..but dont tell him why just get him here. she told me she would get him here right away. i was outside again by kyle waiting. but waiting when youre a ghost is relative. it was the next day now and my dad was here. he was up on the balcony and i could see him. then i was on the balcony, behind him as well. my mom could see me as she was behind me, and i put my had on my dad's shoulder and he turned around and saw me. to my suprise he didnt look all that suprised. "You died...and youre here. " i knew mom had told him but he didnt believe her till now. but it was ok because he was here. and he hugged me and he cried, and i cried and said im sorry again. and that i was sorry i never got to spend as much time with him as we'd both have liked but he was always my only father to me.
this is when i think i woke up. i really think i woke up because i couldnt take the sadness any more. my chest felt soooo heavy and i was so sad still. i had obviously been crying..hard. i was still crying a little in bed. the only thing i wanted to do was call my parents and tell them i love them. ug it felt so bad and i would have called but they were asleep obviously, it was 7am. i know i went back to sleep and the dream continued which is rare in itself. but it was happier from here in the dream. i dont think i could take it being any sadder. my mom bought a cell phone as stupid as that sounds, but i could use it so she activated and paid it and i was to call her all the time or ever if needed until i was gone. kyle's reason for staying i never found out but i had found out i had another reason for staying. i dont remember it now but it was something about saving someone. most of the rest of the dream kyle and i just messed around with our abilities to do weird things cause we are video gamers at heart even in death, so it was fun to do the things we never could before. anyway thats all for my dream....but it was by far the most vivid..sad ..emotional dream ive ever had and i don tthink ive ever felt so sad. i dont think ill ever feel so sad even when my parents are old and theyve passed away. it was the sadness of knowing ive broken my parents hearts and i would never be able to fix it. even though as a ghost i did to some extent it was horrid. haha this probably all sounds stupid or boring even to anyone, if anyone even read through all of it. but it was too emotional for me to not record.
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Thursday, August 25th, 2005
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haha, so John, Jeremy and Brandie may just be the most fun people to drive around in a car with ever, i cannot imagine a much better time. well other than naked burger king drivethru with cristin, tay and ricky, and chris nunley as our drivethru host haha. or fun fridays lol back in the day. if you dont know fun fridays well you missed out on the fun lol. or this one time when a certain girl suprised the shit out of me when i went to drop her off. but she would prefer to remain nameless, and we're not on the best of terms, but a good time nonetheless. ok so theres plenty of fun to have in cars, but those kids crack my ass up. fun times indeed. Jeremy your dancing arouses me. im still at half mass haha
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Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
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Hey so Kristy is coming to visit me from Florida in November, how kick ass is that? she's gonna spend all weekend at iub with me itll be totally rad! rad haha. on another note, that will be a meer 3 days from my birthday and i think i already have the whole fucking next 3 weekends planned after that. I know im coming home weekend of my birthday to party with parents and friends up here and then im gonna hit up purdue the following weekend and buy all my underage friends alcohol. then i dunno but omg my mom is taking me to vegas just before christmas for like a week i think. wow im finally gonna go and ill be of age. im totally fucked im gonna come back in massive debt and have like 18 bookies after me so i need to start preparing now. kyle, buy firearms. brandon get me fake identification. nate arrange a low key hideout to lay low for awhile. becca, this is the important part....youre the MD, i need you to fake my death. ill need facial and dental reconstructive surgery. so try to hurry up and pick up those skills by december. everyone else, im counting on you. but if i end up winning a bunch of money ill take you all out to Hooters. nothing over $10 though! you greedy pigs i know how you think.
speaking of hooters, its my last all you can eat hooters day tomorrow and im lookin forward to it hardcore.
lastly, let me just say that mitch hedberg > stephen lynch by far. and RIP mitchy, we were close friends and ill miss you via CD. GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!
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I've got big plans and they're going to blow you away....
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So far...big party at my place last night was fun. Got to see some people i havent seen in a long ass time....tay, debbo, jackie to name a few... i had a good time. Its funny cause i didnt tell my mom about the party cause i guess something in the house was recently discovered to be broken so she assumes it was due to my parties and wanted me to have no more....sooo i wake up at 8am to get tay up and wow...the house was totally cleaned. yup my mom definitely got in way damn early, cleaned up for us, and then told me that if i had told her i was having a party, she'd have tapped the keg that was left over from another party for us. mom, you are so confusing, but awesome. anyway that went well. then today, we were out on the lake for about 5 hours tubing today, and that kicked amazing ass, the weather was awesome, the water warm, and the water was perfect, in my opinion. not too choppy but not so serene that it gets boring either. little sore and tired but we are hitting it up at like 10am again tomorrow and i say bring it the fuck on. if anyone reads this tonight and might wanna go, you definitely should call me and we'll try to squeeze you in. so im going to go lay down for a bit, have fun ya'll...haha
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So Ricky, Alex, Bowie and I went to Bachelor's Grove tonight in some pathetically desperate attempt to bring back some high school fun. It was a little more boring that back in the day when it seemed so exciting. It did get a little crazy when the cops got on their loud speakers shouting for us to come out of the woods with our hands in the air, haha. so being the upstanding young folks we are, we immediately ran into the woods even deeper for like 30 minutes and came out another end. Haha, oh hands in the air, what were they thinking. Oh yeah, and on a much less imporant note we saw some ghosts.
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Hehe, so the dvd video of our rafting trip just came in and I keep watching this one part over and over and I cannot stop laughing. Its all of us in the raft and we are "surfing" a rapid called The Nosebleed, and if you dont know surfing is when you come upstream and into a big hole or wake left by a big rock and you try to just stay in the wake, but its not easy cause there water moving at you from all directions, hehe. ok, so i cant put the video up here, but here are some still frames i grabbed, it tells a beautiful story, hahahaaa
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Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
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Ah, so everyones been askin about The Everything Experience Featuring Elise and yessssss its a band we put together, we being Myself, Ricky, Bowie, Kyle, Al and of course Elise. We put it together in West Virginia, while white water rafting, while Bowie was busy knocking me out of the raft. You can totally check it out (AND YOU SHOULD) hereeee:
The Everything Experience
If you are a member of myspace, friend us bitches, itll be hot stuff in the future, we promises
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Arg this town really sucks ass. I mean lots of friends here and all, lots of plans comin up, but christ its cold as hell. its been sunny as hell for the past week and its cloudy and 55 degrees here. so anyway im bored as helllllll. OH, so I likely wont be having to see TC any time soon until i want to eat some shitty food, i am probably getting a construction job for the summer. hard work, outside in the sun, exactly what i wanna do. hmmm, until then....all you can eat hooters is wednesday of course and cant friggin wait for that. gonna hang out sometime soon with salina, kim, nate and bec, hajduk, a bunch of other poeple i havent seen in awhile. oook im already tired of writing, ill see all of you soon. Oh, and good luck to you mister Kyle. sucks the weather sucks this week :(
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oh my god...best trip ever...pictures later...so tired
OK! soo, got the pictures up there, sooooo
Extreme Rock Climbing...in sandals, hehe
( Check out the rest of these hot pics )
:)
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T-minus 12 hours until Kyle, Elise, Bowie, Ricky, Al and I leave for white water rafting. 3 days of rapids and the sun and hardcore orgies with sexy camp instructors. None of us wanna be the only ones to have to make up a story of a summer romance that never happened! And if anyone drowns, we can just take the witnesses out to a pizza party.
actually this really makes me wanna go tubing real bad (Al, that means you remember me when you go!)...oh man gonna be a good summer
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Saturday, April 30th, 2005
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Its 2 am, im bored, im gonna fill your LJ screen with this crap
(x) Snuck out of the house
(X ) Gotten lost in your city
(X) Saw a shooting star
(X) Been to any other countries besides the United States
( ) Had a serious surgery (or will) -->Hope not
(X) Gone out in public in your pajamas
(x) Kissed a stranger --->lol, chicago street concert soooo long ago!
(x) Hugged a stranger
(x) Been in a fist fight
( ) Been arrested
(x) Laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(X) Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) Swore at your parents
(X) Been in love
(X) Been close to love
(X) Been to a casino
( ) Been skydiving --> GOING
(x) Broken a bone
(x) Skinny-dipped
(X) Skipped school
(x) Flashed someone
(x) Saw a therapist
(x) Done the splits
(x) Played spin the bottle ---> Fun Fridays, spin the cell phone with an antenna, haha
(X) Gotten stitches
( ) Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour( total of 6hrs,5gals)
(X) Bitten someone
(x) Been to Niagara Falls
(X) Gotten the chicken pox
(X) Kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) Kissed a member of the same sex --> Andrew, in a game of Truth or Dare, so some girls would. NO TONGUE
( ) Crashed into a friend's car
( ) Been to Japan
(X) Ridden in a taxi
( ) Been dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been fired
( ) Had a crush on someone of the same sex
(X) Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) Gone on a blind date
(X) Lied to a friend
(x) Had a crush on a teacher
(x) Celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) Been to Europe
(x) Slept with a co-worker
( ) Been married
( ) Gotten divorced
( ) Had children
( ) Had a close friend die
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Notebook
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been skiing/snowboarding
(X) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Lost a child --> my parents lost me once or twice, once in Disneyworld!
( ) Tried killing yourself
(x) Fired a gun
(x) Purposely hurt yourself
(x) Taken painkillers
(x) Love someone or miss someone right now --> I'm always missing someone...
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Saturday, April 16th, 2005
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If you want to date this sexy man, or if you just want a good laugh, i got damn bored so i took time to fill this bitch out
] Name: Kevin Rey
[x] Birthdate: 11/16/1984
[x] Birthplace: Merrillville, Indiana
[x] Current Location: Bloomington, Indiana
[x] Eye Color: Blueeeee
[x] Hair Color: Blond
[x] Righty or Lefty: Righty
[x] Zodiac Sign: sexy Scorpio
[x] Innie or Outtie: who the shit has an outtie? Innie bitch!
-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
[x] The shoes you wore today: damn shoes i wear every day, my Vans
[x] Your eyes: youre annoyingly repetative...Blue
[x] Your fears: Being alone, fucking up my scholarship, not getting a good job, doing nothing with my life, letting my parents down, spontaneous combustion, popping a public boner, accidentally inhaling poisonous gas, losing control of my bowels
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: umm, the clique LOL
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: stop the god damn noise!
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: face and clothing
[x] Your best physical feature: none, my eyes?
[x] Your bedtime: well my mommy likes me in bed by 4 but im usually in bed by 3.
[x] Your most missed memory: heh...being in love. i dont really feel like expanding on that. I also miss high school when i didnt really think or care about my future very much, cause who cares
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or Coke: i dont care for pop all that much, but i used to be a pepsi guy
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: hmm, i dont do fast food either...but again i liked McD's more
[x] Single or group dates: single at first, then group later
[x] Adidas or Nike: i hate both
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: smoooooth Vanilla!
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: coffee
-----------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: fuck no
[x] Cuss: all the damn time
[x] Take a shower: i love showering but sometimes i slack off, never when im goin out though heh
[x] Have a crush(es): not exactly no
[x] Who are they: ....
[x] Do you think you've been in love?: yes
[x] Want to go to college: where the shit have i been for the past 2 years of my life??
[x] Like high school: Miss it so much, i loved it. nothing more fun than people making you go hang out with your best friends for 7 hours a day and then letting you out to do it more
[x] Want to get married: very much so
[x] Type w/ your fingers: sometimes i can just think what i want and it writes it down but most of the time i use my fingers so i dont freak people out
[x] Believe in yourself: in most aspects yup
[x] Get motion sickness: Never have
[x] Think you're a health freak: not really, but i dont like being too out of shape
[x] Get along with your parents: More than anyone yes, and i regret not having spent more time with them when i could
[x] Like thunderstorms: most comforting thing ever is thunderstorms and rain, makes me fall asleep, so romantic
[x] Play an instrument: haha, i played the Bass (not guitar) in middle school for like 2 months, i hated it
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU------------
[x] Go to the mall: nope
[x] Eaten sushi: ahh, it may have been in this month, im bad with dates. hope to again very soon, i heart sushi!
[x] Been on stage: ive been on the stage that Full Frontal Comedy plays on, heh
[x] Been dumped: hell no
[x] Gone skating: every freakin nice day yes
[x] Made homemade cookies: dont have much deserty food
[x] Dyed your hair: lol no
[x] Stolen anything: no id feel too guilty in the end, couldnt do it. i stole something a long time ago and i still regret it
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: oh my god yes and i love it
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: haha, sounds like a good enough excuse to me, yeah. ive also missed school cause i woke up late, it was too bright outside, and i didnt want to step over a mound of ants
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: ha, yes
[x] Cried during a Movie?: *Finding Neverland* such a fucking great movie, so sad. If you wanna see it let me know im buyin it!
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: nooo.....ok i whack off to henti all the time
[x] Had an imaginary friend: lol no
[x] Cut your hair: was going to today but i will wait till next saturday
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: i dated for quite a while the computer lab lady at my high school. (She was 22 and hot)
[x] Been caught "doing something": haha, my mom walked in on my and my ex having sex. if that wasnt bad enough, it was her first time. ohhh man shes probably traumatized. me and my mom had a good laugh about it
[x] Been called a tease: yes
[x] Gotten beaten up ?: uhh, kinda, i was a fucking wuss in middle school
[x] Been in a fight: Not exactly, by the time i fucking decided to stop being a pussy in middle school and was ready to fight back people layed off, damn them. now im just a pretty nonviolent person
[x] Shoplifted: nope
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: hopefully by 93 ill be married. nice round age
[x] Numbers and Names of Children: 2 children, boy and girl would be nice, i havent though much about names. but if i dont get a boy ill keep having children till one comes even if it takes 45 girls so be it. i can just ship most of them to china, i dont think theyd even notice
[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: on the beach or during a tornado
[x] How do you want to die?: wrestling a terrorist's gun from him on a plane one by one until i get all 15 of them, and then tripping over a piece of luggage and into the emergency door, falling 30000 feet into a pillow factor, getting up, dusting myself off and later being the victim of a freak popping cork accident at my "Congratulations for your recent awesome stream of luck" party.
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: a child at heart and an alligator in the bed! just think about it...
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: Ive always wanted to visit Germany, and i did. Now...Antarctica. I dont think theres any countries there, just the continent.
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[x] Best eye color: blue, though i like black
[x] Best hair color: red is hot, black is a more normal preference
[x] Short or long hair: inbetween
[x] Best height: i used to like shorter girls mostly but ive noticed that tall girls can be hot too
[x] Best weight: umm, not anorexic skinny, not too massive to take a walk in the cit / get out of bed / breath
[x] Best first date location: my house just hanging out, or a comedy show
[x] Best first kiss location: i think its best when its a suprise, not cliche outside the girls door. in the rain is one of the more romantic kissing locations i can think of
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[x] Number of girlfriends you've had: 2 serious relationsihps, maybe another 2 or 3 girls i dated but not that long. im kinda particular, i dont usually date a girl unless i really think it can go somewhere
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: alcohol? thatd be it
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: Any of my close friends and family. And Big Bird, but not Oscar, hes a backstabbing bastard.
[x] Number of CDs that I own: too many to count. I have about 12gb of music on my iPod though.
[x] Number of piercings: used to have my tongue pierced, that was fun, i miss it
[x] Number of tattoos: 0
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: well there was the incident with the "local man wanted for freak pudding death" but that was overturned i swear to god, i was framed.
[x] Number of scars on my body: one on my knee from football when i got a rock dug into my knee, and one on my stomach where some fucking bastard cut off a long cord that was attached to me. i miss that cord more than anything
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: i regret very little. i think the biggest regret i have is how badly i fucked things over with my ex.
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[x] Shampoo: who the fuck cares? though i do have this awesome conditioner that makes your head feel....minty...heh i love it
[x] Fav Color(s): red and black...and blue
[x] Day/Night: night kicks ass! reminds me of the beach and romantic times
[x] Summer/Winter: cant live without other, i love this weather but i miss snowboarding and skiing
[x] Lace or Satin: pfff, silk bitches! no but really, WHO GIVES A DAMN
[x] Fave Cartoon Character: Carl from Aqua Teen
[x] Fave Food: sushi is moving its way up there
[x] Fave Movies: fuck theres sooo many, heres a few (i know im going to miss some and come back and add, heh): The Matrix, Good Will Hunting, American Beauty, Pirates of the Carabean, Charley and the Chocolate Factory, Battle Royal, Finding Neverland, I Heart Huckabees, Texas Chainsaw Massacre (the remake), Magnolia, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind....sooo many more
[x] Fave sport: rollerblading, snowboarding/skiing, baseball
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[x] Wearing: blue jeans, my Vans, my new Ludo shirt, and all my sexiness, HAHA...ok no
[x] Drinking: water
[x] Thinking about: girls now that im doing this damn thing
[x] Listening to: Ludo and the new MCS
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[x] Cried: no
[x] Worn jeans: uhhh *looks down*....yes
[x] Met someone: yeah
[x] Drove a car: yup
[x] Talked on the phone: yeah
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[x] Yourself: REPEAT, but most of the time yeah
[x] Your friends: yeah im very trustworthy
[x] Santa Clause?: i am convinced i am definitely the next Santa Clause
[x] Tooth Fairy: my dad is the tooth fairy, who d you think told me ill be santa?
[x] Destiny/Fate: uhhh, its tough. i would like to think i have control over my own life, but who knows
[x] Angels: not particularly
[x] Ghosts: itd be cool!
[x] UFO's: heh, i believe theres life in the universe but likely none have been around us
[x] God: i knew that was coming...well maybe there is, maybe not...i definitely hope so, if not for me then for all the people out there who spend their lives following what they believe is right
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[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: i heart my name!
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: nahh, waiting for the right one to pop up
[x] Do you like anyone?: didnt you ask this? not exactly..
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: no one acts exactly like me and lives with me, thats for sure.
[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Technically Andrew but ive been close friends with Kyle longer than anyone else
[x] Are you close to any family member?: yeah my mom and im trying to get closer with my dad and brother
[x] Who do you hang around the most?: Kyle, its like i live with him or something
[x] When have you cried the most: so many times after/during my last big breakup
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: (i like this answer that was already in, im leaving it) to know your loved
[x] Worst Feeling?: (ditto) to know that someone you love doesnt love u back
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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
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So i just feel like reiterating how much I really enjoy Ludo. They are the craziest weird ass band ive ever seen, and i cant get the images out of my head from when they played Hum Along and he was humping his guitar, acting like a pirate and just having so much fun, it was amazingly cool. If you have the chance, sittin around on your bored asses, fucking go to
I Heart Ludo
and check out the Listen section and listen to Hum Along, its sooo good. Also, Good Will Hunting by Myself is also great and funny and makes fun of stupid whorish bitches which is always fun. And of course, Girls on Trampolines is fun. Anyway, LISTEN FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST! and just for laughs, check out their page of false facts
Fake Fact Archive of Happiness
ahhh im so happy listening to Hum Along, and i of course hum along, hehe
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Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
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yayyy for the Ludo/MCS/SoCo show in Valpo. Seriously, Ludo is the fucking most amazing opening band i have ever seen, they are halarious and just really good in general, but they put on the best live show. MCS was great as always even though they didnt have the vocals high enough and the crowd was a bunch of pussies that just stood there besides my little group around me. SoCo was really good, they played Konstantine and for the first time in 5 years they played Globes and Maps, very cool. I miss shows...anyway thats all. But if you have the chance, Ludo plays :
Wednesday, April 27, 2005 Muncie, IN
Ball State University
"The Tally"
in The Pittenger Student Center
2000 West University Ave.
w/ Amsterband
FREE for BSU students
$3 for guests
Fuckign see them you asses!
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Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
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